Tuesday, May 12, 2009

A Bottle of Lidocaine

So, i had ER again last night and i was pretty busy for the first 6 hours of the night and i was working my 4th night in a row... it doesn't even need to be said that i was le tired.

So what do i do when i finally had a chance to have a conversation with the guy that i've been totally crushing on for the last month?

Talk to another guy, that's what.

*sigh*. I talk the talk but i never walk the walk. When it comes to talking to strangers, i'm perfectly capable of doing that. But talking to people that i have interest on? Forget about it. It ain't gonna happen.

I was thinking about it and i realized that i would probably talk to him once i find out if he's married, engaged, has a relationship with... whatever. Because it means that i don't have a whelk's chance in hooking up with him. My self-esteem needs to go up, right about... NAO.

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