Nothing changes.
The pain is still here, even after everything has been settled. I still cry a pool of tears when it should've stopped the moment that everything should stop hurting.
But no. It still hurts... even if i try not thinking about it; it pops up so unexpectedly that it catches me off guard.
I'm out of his life like i'm trying to push him out of mine. I love him way too much for me to keep holding on to memories and holding on to the hope that maybe someday... i love him that i finally have to suck it up, and let go.
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