September 09, 2009
0122
It can never work out between us as friends
It's not as simple as it implies
We can't just turn a blind eye to what happened
Nor can i ignore my nightly cries.
I try to understand
I tried to be a friend
But when you tell me that you found some one else
Well..
I know my heart will not mend.
I have to do this by myself from now on
No more thinking of you, what you're doing, and have you moved on.
The answers are clear and every time i talk to you
It's always like you're stabbing my soul subconsciously
And you never, ever, know.
I've told you before, that i'm erasing you from my life
And i was doing so well:
laughing, dreaming, and slowly stopped living in strife.
But one call from you and my world came crashing down
You never thought about what i would feel
And i was back on square one.
As much as i would love knowing every single detail of your new life
I have to stop this game
It's over, every ounce of strength i've had is gone
Now if only i can tell you this... for the second time.
I love you, but now i have to love myself more
My adoration for you now I just completely abhor
I'm not putting myself in that situation again
It's time to think for myself;
Plan the life i've never thought of taking
Now that you've left.
