Going after what you want.

First of all, it's hard enough as it is to figure out what you want.
Secondly, it's heartbreaking to know that whatever it is you want, it's completely unattainable.

yes, i am talking about boys.

Or maybe yet... a man. I am done dealing with boys. I am done with the constant unassurance of their futures. I know what i want in my life, dammit. And if you can't deal with that then get out of my damn life instead of saying that "it might work out" or "im not those guys" or worse yet, "i love you".

Oh yeah, a man. Yep. Completely unattainable. Why is it that i NEVER get what i want? Sure, if i try sometimes i get what i need... but seriously, for once, can you please LIFE, give me what i want?

gimme gimme gimme